something is missing

assalamualaikum..


I'm in thinking mode all the evening. I saw something to nite, than i remember what you said last nite. Dearest, sulking on the love, that people wanted to seduce. Who else will continue to love and willing to love ... when everything has been turned away except Allah. Then, learn to let go ... the transfer and surrender to the power of Allah is not in our power. When encountering a difficult obstacle or after every effort has been deadlocked, establish expectations by handing everything over to Allah. In the instant that it always opens the way of completion. Indeed at first difficult to accept the nature of our taste. But ... we still believe there is Allah. Everything is from Allah. Everything good comes from Allah is a mere, though not his good looks in our view. But rest assured, our view is limited, view of Allah is Wide. Something we love, not necessarily bring good to us. When something we despise, we do not necessarily troublesome. Allah never disappoint as disappointing lover. Please, understand it is this nature. Life is not a subject-paced, self-paced fun and easy. Life is not always beautiful, that show where the beauty of life.

This 2nd time all happens, you still coming as what you are. I try remember all the wonderful times or maybe hurting time we spent with each other. Thank you still coming, still patient told me everything, tie back me to you, try bring back my "memory" or "us", you're too understands me so well. First they are mention you agains, i just close and lay awake at all night. Yes, i cant remember you, but like you say to her " "dia ada dalm diri sy,x mugkin sy boleh tgglkan dia..klau ajal itu datang itu dah takdir,selagi takdir itu belum d tentukan selagi itu sy akan ada", so here we are all last nite.

I cant give my promise to you, because it too sad, sorry ;'( what can i say for time being, doesn't hurt our feelings, for everything we shared together in hot, sun or rainy day in joking, laughing and crying, i know you never give up, repeat and repeat agains, the same story, you never give up, oh ya, everything no reason. Just together, me you, valuable time we have. Dear, walking beside me, explain anything i don't undertands, yells when i don't listen, zaps me back to reality. huge me when all going wrong, there where i am all this time, no one can take it from me except Allah.

Ya Allah, You created everything.. we belong to You.. please forgive us.. thank You for everything You lend to us, alhamdulillah. Everything happens for a reason. Allah never brings us to the edge unless He's going to catch us or teach us to fly.

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